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    <p>三十岁了</p>
<p>仍然不知道自己</p>
<p>在追求什么</p>
<p>迷茫中试图完成</p>
<p>一些事情</p>
<p>或许是感觉仍有退路</p>
<p>因此意愿不强</p>
<p>所以努力不够</p>
<p>最终求而不得</p>
<p>十分感慨</p>
<p>突然发现</p>
<p>卧室门、阳台门</p>
<p>和热水器</p>
<p>是能够修好的</p>
<p>成就感油然而生</p>
<p>生活可能</p>
<p>就是这样</p>
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